I am late again

I come by often trying to find the old but I only find the new, and the new is good ,  but I am late again, Don't think I never came, I was too young back then,  I was far away, in the same state, with no clue on how to get the train, in a new city, trying to start my day, that day, all I did like everyone else ,was to watch you cry out for help, up high you were ,and the belongings in the lockers, because you thought it was just a normal day, and I sat and stare in a new place, where I didnt see any familiar face, I heard the military planes rushing to you,  but they also were late again, so you had no choice but to pray, and this engraved in my heart for days that even till this day I hope I will never get there late , again....