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The Queen of Unfairness...

Is always a problem when is your turn, when is your time to take charge, you gallop up filled with  sarcasm and hostility and point fingers just to get yourself out of it to blame others or accuse them to make sense why you are now leaving everything up to someone else to deal with it.
Queen of hostility and bad memories , queen of unfairness and hunilation.
Go now... enjoy the check you did nothing to earn.

Broken relationships

It was all so clear but I haven chosen to ignore it. I have not never ever imagined it would come to this but then again I felt like I always knew. What do you expect to get from someone who fights all the time with their parents. Who dwells in the past who takes their anger out on me for no reason way to go big sister you have done a great job. I have tons of stories to tell from many years being stuck in between being their garbage bag , getting texts , running from places to come to the rescue of a relationship that is or was already broken. Nothing worse in life is to have nothing to do with something you get blame for. I  lose count of how many times I have been told to move out.
On top of mom having memory loss and me dealing with all of her care paperworks and coordination I still get looks of evil in the house texts of anger if something goes bad between the two of them even if I am far away.
I get told that all I do is feed of her money like I don't pay the bills and if…

Buy my house and car ....

I waited ,  I waited,  45 f long minutes for you to stop flirting with the interns to come in and rush my words to google my symptoms so you can use me as your test so I can have long life side effects on a medication you put me in that you googled will help me get well,  so you can pay off your loans,  buy the big house,  get the nice car and when I call you back to explain my delicate situation you are too coward to even take my call,
Let the nations rise up and do everything you say we should do ... pop does drugs in my system that get me worse and kill my brain slowly because you have a degree that give u status of a hero but your are heartless, with zero compassion for human life, treating people like experiment rats, so you can get your nice house and big car and die in perfect well... show me the condition of your heart , give me some advice without calling my insurance card, return my call and be nice.... go on be a doctor fill your shoulders with pride and ego that cannot fit…

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There is a problem that we can't no longer ignore. There are a lot of us sisters waiting for marriage . Year after year time passing by , we are still waiting.
Poor Christian ladies waiting that Christian men who only turns when he sees a barbie doll wearing skimpy clothes. That Proverbs 31 he is not after he is after the flesh, playing video games singing praises at church you will think he might be learning something while having a women of God seating next to him frightens him so he rather go to the world and seek his new divorcee.
Because he rather get applauses from the world than to marry the women God put in his path, because long skirts are for the old than to marry a women of God. Because he might see her at church but the tight leggins from the girl at work means so much more, yeah the one who dosen't love the Lord who never dreams of getting pregnant because she dosen't want to gain weight to keep her body so society perfect to see who else she will steal to be …

It's all money!

They act like they like you to then demand money. No favor is ever done without an invoice. They want to bring peace but they demand money. They want to help you out but the charge you extra. Money,  Money,  Money help your neighbor and demand money. Act like a servant then demand money. Promise you everything then demand money. Help out the artists then demand money. Stop calling it a favor if you will then demand the money. Stop saying you want to help us because then you'll demand money,  please stop saying is not about the money when all you ask is for a payment.
Would you take the time if there was no payment? Would you ever invite if there was no payment? Would you contact me if you weren't  looking for a payment? Want to collaborate without a payment? How much does your friendship cost? If getting help from you requires a payment ,  I no longer interested in your help.

Unfinished

It's been 7 months since I saw your face till this day I wonder why we met, I wish I never had because now here is am trying to complete this story by myself while you are miles away not even thinking of the script, I wish I never stopped to introduced myself I wish I could take my time back,   because here I am with an unfinished story in my hands painting scenarios of what could  have been that never happened then so what was the point again I say did  I just wasted my time then... I wish I could go back and edit you our of my history So that I could go to sleep on time, to live the present and forget the past because if the past is your present then you are on replay mode and that is not a good cycle to live by. I wish I could not have come out to say hi to you,  cause look at me now,  imagining fake conversation that never happened with you were everything is chocolate and roses and the sun is out and the world applauds  and congratulates and I need to stop blaming myself for …