Buy my house and car ....

I waited ,  I waited,  45 f long minutes for you to stop flirting with the interns to come in and rush my words to google my symptoms so you can use me as your test so I can have long life side effects on a medication you put me in that you googled will help me get well,  so you can pay off your loans,  buy the big house,  get the nice car and when I call you back to explain my delicate situation you are too coward to even take my call,
Let the nations rise up and do everything you say we should do ... pop does drugs in my system that get me worse and kill my brain slowly because you have a degree that give u status of a hero but your are heartless, with zero compassion for human life, treating people like experiment rats, so you can get your nice house and big car and die in perfect well... show me the condition of your heart , give me some advice without calling my insurance card, return my call and be nice.... go on be a doctor fill your shoulders with pride and ego that cannot fit…

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There is a problem that we can't no longer ignore. There are a lot of us sisters waiting for marriage . Year after year time passing by , we are still waiting.
Poor Christian ladies waiting that Christian men who only turns when he sees a barbie doll wearing skimpy clothes. That Proverbs 31 he is not after he is after the flesh, playing video games singing praises at church you will think he might be learning something while having a women of God seating next to him frightens him so he rather go to the world and seek his new divorcee.
Because he rather get applauses from the world than to marry the women God put in his path, because long skirts are for the old than to marry a women of God. Because he might see her at church but the tight leggins from the girl at work means so much more, yeah the one who dosen't love the Lord who never dreams of getting pregnant because she dosen't want to gain weight to keep her body so society perfect to see who else she will steal to be …

It's all money!

They act like they like you to then demand money. No favor is ever done without an invoice. They want to bring peace but they demand money. They want to help you out but the charge you extra. Money,  Money,  Money help your neighbor and demand money. Act like a servant then demand money. Promise you everything then demand money. Help out the artists then demand money. Stop calling it a favor if you will then demand the money. Stop saying you want to help us because then you'll demand money,  please stop saying is not about the money when all you ask is for a payment.
Would you take the time if there was no payment? Would you ever invite if there was no payment? Would you contact me if you weren't  looking for a payment? Want to collaborate without a payment? How much does your friendship cost? If getting help from you requires a payment ,  I no longer interested in your help.


It's been 7 months since I saw your face till this day I wonder why we met, I wish I never had because now here is am trying to complete this story by myself while you are miles away not even thinking of the script, I wish I never stopped to introduced myself I wish I could take my time back,   because here I am with an unfinished story in my hands painting scenarios of what could  have been that never happened then so what was the point again I say did  I just wasted my time then... I wish I could go back and edit you our of my history So that I could go to sleep on time, to live the present and forget the past because if the past is your present then you are on replay mode and that is not a good cycle to live by. I wish I could not have come out to say hi to you,  cause look at me now,  imagining fake conversation that never happened with you were everything is chocolate and roses and the sun is out and the world applauds  and congratulates and I need to stop blaming myself for …

Time heals!!!

And there is Sun again  ,  shining bright again like nothing happened. Did you see what happened? Can you see my sorrow? Here  you come again on time again, the usual again and the views are fantastic again and is a brand new day and here I am drowning in my sorrow...
You came without an invitation , your light so strong it woke me from my sorrow and I am paralyzed in my bed with the desired to stay and get nostalgic again and the hours are passing and your light gets brighter so I'll  do my best to join you on this day, my new best friend you and me again and we take on living again and I am breathing again laughing at myself ,reminded by the rays, that life is a blessing , let's go serve!

In the end

When all is done.... when all your calendar dates are marked off,  what is left of you ,  are memories inside people's minds.  The Good or bad one they might share it once. The ones they want to forget fast , to move on with life,  as time is just flying by ,  nobody has time for that,  until a fresh air comes by,  and reminds them who you are,  they will search their mind a lot , for a glimpse of who you are. They will smile .. perphas, and have questions to ask,  that nobody can reply, since the days has gone by and your not available at that time,  then the engine search will resume and they will come across your words,  the ones you share with world where nobody knows your soul, how ironic this is,  they wanted to know about what I think,  yet their failed to do one simple thing, the most obvious one these days ,  to keep up with technology,  what a simple online search will reveal to them, the answer that the stranger got before them.